destroy what destroys you

idek-someone-help-lol:

It’s sad how deep this is. It’s scary, almost.

What some people don’t understand is that people who are suicidal don’t want “attention”. They want to be happy. They want to feel loved.

They want the pain to END.

It’s not necessarily that they want to die, it’s more like they can’t take any more pain. They’d rather not be alive than live another day of being miserable, sad, hated. 

It’s like your living but your not really living. It’s like you’re breathing but you’re not really breathing. You can’t feel, you can’t find any motivation to live. You can’t find that one reason to hold on, to keep fighting. 

Sometimes people get tired of trying to be strong.

Well , at least that’s how it is for me.

idek-someone-help-lol:

It’s sad how deep this is. It’s scary, almost.

What some people don’t understand is that people who are suicidal don’t want “attention”. They want to be happy. They want to feel loved.

They want the pain to END.

It’s not necessarily that they want to die, it’s more like they can’t take any more pain. They’d rather not be alive than live another day of being miserable, sad, hated.

It’s like your living but your not really living. It’s like you’re breathing but you’re not really breathing. You can’t feel, you can’t find any motivation to live. You can’t find that one reason to hold on, to keep fighting.

Sometimes people get tired of trying to be strong.

Well , at least that’s how it is for me.

The loneliest moment in someones life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly.

And in the end we’re all just humans… drunk on the idea that love, only love, could heal our brokenness.

REBLOG THIS IF YOU AREN’T HOMOPHOBIC

young-and-youtube-obsessed:

young-and-youtube-obsessed:

I’m putting the usernames in a notebook to give to my family when I finally come out to them. They told me once when I was little that if I ever came out to be gay to not tell anyone because they thought I’d be judged so please reblog so I can show them that people in my generation are different than theirs.

I’m not coming out until I fill the notebook. So if you want to help?